happy boy boy

fati

2009-10-30T01:07:00.000-07:00

had trouble with this asshole. after school at canteen, stare at me with a fuck face. lets see how it'll turn out yeas. watch out fatty. TKL is gonna bring you down to taste the dust. in your face. _l_

boriiiing

2009-10-30T01:03:00.000-07:00

super boring. today nothing to do at all in school. crapped around before recess with the guys. spent recess being bullied by chantel and co. :) went to collect prize, than home. parents meet later, fuck it.

lol. call me sissy and you'll taste my fists. but you're my friend's friends, so its okay for ya all.

yet another fun day

2009-10-29T05:35:00.000-07:00

today learned lots of new stuffs. first new stuffs i learnt is that if someone write 'hi! baby i love yu :)' with a paint marker on your hand, it will last through the whole day. second new stuffs i learnt is that if you have 'hi! baby i love yu :)' written on your arm and go on the train, everyone will stare at your hand. cool right. learnt lots today.

kays. so school was fucked up. hisham refuse to let me see results. _l_ 9am plus, climbed backgate to meet up with zhihao, glen, soonpeng. :) went to soonpeng house to crap around. seriously went hyper in his room. poor soonpeng. :) watched lots of weird/funny movies. kays around 1 went with the rest of the guys plus ying qi to CCK cc. balled. felt giddy again when i went to buy drink. :) i like feeling giddy.'wink' kays so rest awhile than ok alr. homed at 4.

X-citing

2009-10-28T06:53:00.000-07:00

super exciting. today in school crapped around, skipped most of career resource shit class. played around downstairs with junqian, made candy floss. :) ask ting wei help us steal sushi. :)) funny. after school went to zhihao house. super exciting stuffs happen. :) kays so went lot 1 with zhihao, he go out with elgin. homed on train. felt giddy? saw ang moh breastfeed on train. WTF. damn bueh pai seh. homed.

when you feel the joy, its indescribable. it'll hook you for life. for LIFE

sighs

2009-10-26T06:06:00.000-07:00

lost my hair again.

today went cck cc after school to ball with zhihao lijie elgin yingqi. cabbed to lijie house first for him to get changed. crapped lots in the bus on the way to cck cc. :) kays so did'nt really ball much. homed at around 5. passed bio so im a happy boy boy. today in school, did lots of crazy stuffs again, shan't say what though. :) played blackjack in topaz with gerald, rachel, hongting, youmin. fuck dingrong, he's supposed to give me luck, in the end his 'holy water' cursed me. :) stupid. kinda broke even.

i love boys now. :):) girls are toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo complicated.

fun, but yet not fun. SIGH

2009-10-23T05:52:00.001-07:00

wow. today rocked big time. fooled around in school, cant believe i passed e math!! after school, bussed with junqian marcus elgin to jiafu house. :) me and elgin than ride zhen yang bikes from jiafu house to dunearn. super shiok i tell you. we take about half and hour to cycle from jiafu house at yewtee cc. super shiok. :) reached school, waited in canteen for zhihao, glen. talked to TKL for half and hour. he told us usual stuff, bout how we should'nt be gangsters blah blah and all his prison experience etc. :) than zhihao ride with elgin while i ride on my own. sorry glen the bike too small for you!! poor glen had to take bus. in the end we reach yewtee cc faster than him. :) zhihao damn shack, had to tompang elgin all the way. :D okays, so balled with dingrong marcus elgin zhihao glen jiafu zane junqian lijie and 1 person i forgot. :) okays, full court, than suddenly, both my legs cramp like dog. i felt like soonpeng. fucking pain. soot of crawled to the side of the court. thanks everybody for helping me uncramp my 'soonpeng' legs. too bad soonpeng legs are forever like that one. at least my legs can uncramp. tried to bball again after stretching but after awhile cramps over whole leg. sigh. so sat on the bench with jq, and watched. then decided to cycle with jq at HDB carpark. i started jumping with the bike on the hump? WTF. we are BIKERS. GRR. went back to bball, watch awhile, then jq ask me go jump the hump again. :) i go ride very fast, sort of flew in the air, landed and flew onto the ground. FUCK BICYCLES. my hands and feet now got freaking disgusting cuts. once again, FUCK BICYCLES. kays, so went back to bball. managed to ball, even with my super damaged hands and feet. so, homed around 7.30 with marcus, jq. walked to yewtee station, jq walk home, marcus trained with me to jurong. :) home sweet home. and its FUCKING HELL trying to bathe with my FUCKING BICYCLE DAMAGED hands. FUCK BICYCLES FOREVER.

DM

2009-10-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

morning missed flag raising for last min revision of A math upstairs with zane junqian. got caught by mr.Gan. :O he was good. nvr punish us. just tell us after sch go see him. :) the last min revision wasn't much help. gonna flunk A math. after sch went to see mr.Gan. he just tell me not to do it again. WTF. lame. sighs. but seems like i got DM case cos some girl in my math classs which i always disturb go tell he father and bro, and they go find mr.Gan. they wanna report me to police?? WTF. mr.Gan says he helped me calm them down, bla bla. in the end they say let him settle. he just tell me go apologise can alr. i think im gonna vote him for best teacher reward. seems like the girl parents wants to report me for 'outrage of modesty'?? cos i keep poking/making her in the bus?? WTH. sighs. good thing mr.Gan help. SIGH. went lot 1 with jia fu junqian zane. junqian zane siao, go stop like 4 escalators. siao. after that, walk around aimlessly. did stupid stuffs as usual. junqian zane homed, me and jia fu went to eat lunch tgt. we're a gay couple. :) he told me stuffs. :) homed around 12.30. sigh. today was BORING.

_l_

2009-10-13T02:27:00.000-07:00

_l_ to you.

siao ar boy

2009-10-12T21:05:00.001-07:00

me and my lil bro, yesterday siao, at night open curtains and give rock concert to neighbours. HAHA. funny. chatted lots of lame stuff with siao lang. ding rong siao, go read dictionary to me. siao ar boy. okays, so bio went quite well.

happiness comes with sadness

2009-10-10T02:07:00.000-07:00

wednesday-
went to beloved elgin's house after school with aloy zhi hao dingrong. his house is quite cozy. :) okays so slacked very muchieee. found lots of weird videoooos. :O kays read blogs tgt. :):) discussed stuff. :D me and dingrong had 'training session'. sia la dingrong, got skill hor? :) he gave me two nice big black bruise on shoulders. :) okays, so pigged out on cheese cubes at his house tooo. :) aloy got raped. :) haha going out of elgins house dingrong almost drop down 10 plus stories when zhihao try out wrestling move on him. hoho. funny funny. so headed down and met elgin's beloved girl girl and her fren. my dear little elgin, go check your eyeeess, i think got something stuck inside. okays, headed to lrt, and homed to mugg while the others went i dunno where. :)

thursday-
saw HER... Deborah. passed her by on way home. i suddenly saw her walking towards me. i stare at her, she stare at me... i stare at her, she stare at me... i stare at her, she stare at me... she walk pass me, i walk pass her. SIGH. you walk your road, and i'll walk mine.

friday-
horrible. lets not talk about it. SUCK.

saturday-
slackedd at home. tried to revise. sssiiiiigghhh. i dun wanna retain but i think thats where im headed.

im feeling the heat

2009-10-03T23:06:00.000-07:00

fuck it. 2 more fucking days to math exams. i wish i could say im prepared. but im not. spent the past few days playing and dreaming. FUCK. but on the plus side if i get retained i will be with zhihao and lijie and glen and soonpeng, than can graduate tgt. aiya. shit. sigh.

sigh. the No.1 thing/person on my wishlist starts with N. sigh. sigh. sigh...why did you have to catch my eye. and now i know this crush aint going away-ay-ay-aya-aay. -.-

stupid

2009-10-03T21:19:00.000-07:00

me in eyeshadow. pretty boy.

lame

2009-10-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

me being frustrated with life.

i actually forgot that yesterday was mooncake festival. WTF. hais. sometimes your life just goes wrong in every way possible, like mine. love, friends, family, studies.

pics :)

2009-10-03T05:32:00.001-07:00

sheesh

2009-10-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

ok so yesterday towned with bro and church friend. had great time playing around vivo and goofing off.

sheesh. i feel damned stupid. how come i told my feelings to that person's stead. fuck it. fred is STOOPID.

library library

2009-09-30T04:49:00.001-07:00

lol peeps. today slacked, loitered, slept, played in school as usual. dunno why i dun have the freaking mood to study. fuck it you know. exams are freaking starting tmr. FML a million times. kays so after school bussed to lot 1 with zhi hao elgin aloy dingrong glen jiafu. so we ate lunch at teh stupid kopitiam, where we do lotsa stupid stuffs like playing around with the freaking knives. okays, so me draica zhihao elgin go library to 'study'. actually on draica studied. :) us 3 basically just sat on the floor and do nothing. haha today elgin supposed to learn how to bake cheese cake alr. :) draica so steady, sit there study all the way. :) okays so today i forgot that my dad's friend from korea came to visit us after almost 2 years alr. so when he called me at 5, he was damned angry?? and i quickly rush home. :) draica laugh at me, he will get beat tmr. HAHA.

i swear, sometimes i say the stupidest things. its a good thing my friends are forgiving. that sentence could have destroyed my world... again.

:) :( with sadness comes happiness

2009-09-26T08:06:00.001-07:00

well friday sucks. cos of stupid stuffs that happen. like how pple anyhow say wanna fight cos see you gl. anyways, friday went to play a piano duet with my sis for her O level music prelims. scary. :O by the way, i've got a new e-mail. fred_angmoh@live.com add me yeas. :) oh yeas thanks baby for the new skin hoho. :D

fried jellybeans in soya sauce

2009-09-24T02:27:00.000-07:00

sorry peeps!!! haven't written in this space for AGES. this week was damned fun. specially last friday. haha. okays so now im waiting for someone to help me change my blogskin. -.- hurry up ley!!! :)

together again.

2009-09-14T02:51:00.001-07:00

yays we brothers are together again to ka jiao wei, be public nuisances and fail in our exams together forever and ever and ever. :D kays school wasn't at all exciting as usual. went with the guys after school and see them cut hair. we're all like kinda absorbed in the tom and jerry show showing on the tv. :D funny. jie and her friends keep looking at us, dunno for wud. :D

zhihao us brothers will always support you and help you through difficult stuffs. cheer up yeah?

shan't post any crap about my emotion shit here anymore. im trying to forget and i guess you will be damned happy when i finally do yeas. :)

us brothers

2009-09-10T07:07:00.001-07:00

can you spot the 2 super extras?? :D
wow so 'glam' uh, JQ?? :D HAHA
us handsome guys again. :D
:)
haha look at marcus. :D

us brothers

2009-09-10T06:57:00.000-07:00

me and my bro

2009-09-10T06:53:00.001-07:00

wow, who are these freaking handsome guys??

wow gangsters.

MORE PICS COMING LATER PEEPS

it rocked

2009-09-10T03:43:00.001-07:00

so yesterday it totally rocked at JunQian's place. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOOD. :D went late, at around 2 cos had freaking piano lesson. went swimming, had the royal rumble(haha) in swimming pool as usual. after swimming went to pool with elgin. :) was nice pooled for bout 1 hr? after that everyone sorta started coming up to pool room than brought birthday cake in and wished the dood happy birthday. :) after the guys stuffed themselves with cake, went down to BBQ pits to eat curry that his mom cooked. yummy. :) haha everyone started making curry porridge. after that almost everyone ate till damned full. so yeas the guys went home. i stayed to ball with JQ. but the freaking court was booked. stayed to watch the match awhile, than decided to go his house to fool around. decided to chill out in the lift lobby for awhile, it was damned cooling. :) i was doing shuttle run in the lobby, its damn nice. :D in the end a cockroach made us get out of the lobby. haha. junqian smacked it with a magazine. so talked about lotsa stuffs, mostly crap. went to his house, played with his laser at his balcony. i swear JQ is damned stupid, go shine laser at other pple's house! :D the person saw us, we ji tao duck down and laugh damn hard. :D kays so he sent me half of the ways to MRT. crapped around at some fitness corner for half an hour. took some stupid photos. :) homed at 9. upload pics when i have time. :)

09/09/09... it was supposed to be a lucky day. but YOU had to be in town.

shit

2009-09-08T04:36:00.000-07:00

shit tuna says it will be damned swollen, red so i guess im not piercing anymore. dun wan my moom to see it ma. so im feeling damn lame cos i said i wanna pierce but now change my mind. -.- yay tmr going to junqian house. :) oh yeas thanks to Chantel:) for helping me get this skin. :D

what else can i say except i miss you.

2009-09-05T07:34:00.001-07:00

remember?

oh crapp

2009-09-05T07:12:00.000-07:00

crap double crap triple quadruple quintuple crap. fucking CRAP. i just messed up my fucking life.

friday had a friendly match with commonwealth sec they thrashed us like 94 to 43. so pai seh. think me is going to pierce ear. :) yay but im scared it will be infected cos my mom and sis one got infected. call me a pussy. :) okays im gonna fail math and chem and bio and chinese and geography. thats all. not too bad la. :D this week im gonna study till i drop. i swear. im gonna try to fit one month of education into everyday of the week. yay today went west coast to play soccer with cute godbrother and sister. i feel damn like, guilty cos they think im some great guy when actually in school im pretty fucked up. :( Noah and Leah, i love you guys. even though you guys are too young to read my blog. :) love my brothers too. i swear i will turn into a fucking gay so i wont be attracted to girls.

i fucking MISS you. i fucking HATE myself. not that you care.

there are no boundaries.

2009-09-03T02:55:00.000-07:00

today not much happenings. oh yeas forgot yesterday JunQian almost burned down the whole toilet when he set fire to the toilet paper. HAHA. freaking funny. im not doing alot of stupid things anymore, trying to cut down on the number of stupid things i do. :) somebody told me i can't change overnight. well, i have/

hmm

2009-09-02T05:05:00.001-07:00

i forgot something. today i received happy news. :) but its confidential. but its really really good news. LAST FOREVER.

thinking

2009-09-02T03:04:00.000-07:00

is it really worth changing so much for somebody...

if you aren't sure at all that SHE is even noticing?

friendship is really some complicated SHIT.

fred

2009-09-01T02:58:00.000-07:00

im fred. :) welcome peeps